Maybe

If you had stayed

Who would I be
I ponder this for hours
I wonder would I be different
Would I have made better choices
Would I have given so many kisses away
Or looked for you in every man I met
Trying desperately to figure out what I did wrong
Wondering why no one ever stays
Wondering why I am disposable
Maybe I would have felt good enough
Or known I deserved better
Perhaps I would’ve cried less
Or felt complete
If you had stayed
Who would I be